Hate her!! LOVE THEM!

hmmm... now leh..
very happy at class d..
our new gang...
love them...
so "tuan jie" ...
NOT CHILDISH..
All have MATURE THINKING...
can TOLERATE ANYTHING..
FORGIVE THEIR FRENZ..
...


I felt tat my life is quite weird...
i LOSE someone,... then GOT BACK someone...
same now...
LOSE her.. Now i GOT BACK "HER"..
very happy...
cause those days i believed tat i wil have the chance to good bek wit "HER"...
she also said tat she'll cooperate wit me....
face any situation...
so touching...
...
cant write out all the real story...
cause got SOME PPL TAT I HATE wil see diok..
then wil change herself after knowing about tat...
LOL!!!
HATE HER!!


i sent friendship eh msges to her..
then she said tat tat's no any point by sending all tat..
fine...
i sabar...
THEN...
yue lai yue guo fen le...
i wil beg my frenz if i really need them...
i won't be thick face...
i WON'T forget the moments we've been through..
she infect can cut my pic..
i'm NOT SAD at all..
juz thinking and believing tat she SURE WIL GET THE BALASAN BACK... SOON...!!!
JUST WAIT AND SEE....
IM WAITING FOR TAT DAY WHEN SHE FACES THE SAME FEELING AS IM FACING NW!!..
very sad and disappointed when thinking tat a VERY GOOD FRENZ, JUZ BREAK OUR RELATIONSHIP SO EASILY....
HATE SO EASILY...
TALK BAD SO EASILY...
ALL SO EASILY...
honestly,... its very hard for me to hate her........
her class is beside me okay...
damn close....
always heard her voice...
so funny....
and tat time...i wil think diok about US......
the unforgetable memories.....
...


tat day jx told me tat yh haven't delete the HEART SHAPE drawing tat drew by huey sze...
im very touching.....
but then...
ziv said she's keping tat cause its very beutiful drawing.....
huh??
i also dunno....
how yh is thinking now....
it's hard for me to predict....
...


i wil NOT hate her sometimes....
but when i realized her "yi ju yi dong" so over,...
i have no choice....
i wil do the same thing to her...
on the right time....


my character is like tat...
IF YOU HATE ME, I WIL HATE YOU TOO...
tat's very easy to understand.....
...
IF ONE DAY SHE COMES BACK TO ME ..... I WIL FORGIVE HER AND THANK GOD...
but i know she won't do tat ever!!..
SHE'S AN EGO PERSON...
same as my dad's attitude....
haih....
...


then ...
yesterday i saw she and wx in the stairs,.. then i saw wx kept laughing,..
so i play play slap her....
but i dunno whether its too pain???
am i so strong??..
well,..if it does,.. sorry wx...
then ziv told me "she" sipek angry...
blah blah blah...
i dun even care bout it...
coz its useless for her to do tat...
angry for wat??
i din slap her either!!
wx also my fren okay...
i have the rights to play with her and so on....
plzz...
very sien with this kinda life....
leave me alone.....
i'll just wait....
see when wil we good back....
if until when also din good bek,...it's not worth it at all...
BUT SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND BOUT TAT....
WHY??
IF WE CAN TALK NICELY AND SAY SORRY TO EACH OTHER OR.....
...
JUST SAY OUT EVERYTHING IN OUR HEART......
It wil be solved....
why.... why they dun understand de....
im sick of it.....
juz gonna keep on my life and appreciate the frenz around me now....
AND PLZ....
"YOU"...
dun always say i dun have frenz...
juz turn ur head and look at my class...
u'll know.....
....
hmmmm..............