Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Hate her!! LOVE THEM!

hmmm... now leh..
very happy at class d..
our new gang...
love them...
so "tuan jie" ...
NOT CHILDISH..
All have MATURE THINKING...
can TOLERATE ANYTHING..
FORGIVE THEIR FRENZ..
...


I felt tat my life is quite weird...
i LOSE someone,... then GOT BACK someone...
same now...
LOSE her.. Now i GOT BACK "HER"..
very happy...
cause those days i believed tat i wil have the chance to good bek wit "HER"...
she also said tat she'll cooperate wit me....
face any situation...
so touching...
...
cant write out all the real story...
cause got SOME PPL TAT I HATE wil see diok..
then wil change herself after knowing about tat...
LOL!!!
HATE HER!!


i sent friendship eh msges to her..
then she said tat tat's no any point by sending all tat..
fine...
i sabar...
THEN...
yue lai yue guo fen le...
i wil beg my frenz if i really need them...
i won't be thick face...
i WON'T forget the moments we've been through..
she infect can cut my pic..
i'm NOT SAD at all..
juz thinking and believing tat she SURE WIL GET THE BALASAN BACK... SOON...!!!
JUST WAIT AND SEE....
IM WAITING FOR TAT DAY WHEN SHE FACES THE SAME FEELING AS IM FACING NW!!..
very sad and disappointed when thinking tat a VERY GOOD FRENZ, JUZ BREAK OUR RELATIONSHIP SO EASILY....
HATE SO EASILY...
TALK BAD SO EASILY...
ALL SO EASILY...
honestly,... its very hard for me to hate her........
her class is beside me okay...
damn close....
always heard her voice...
so funny....
and tat time...i wil think diok about US......
the unforgetable memories.....
...


tat day jx told me tat yh haven't delete the HEART SHAPE drawing tat drew by huey sze...
im very touching.....
but then...
ziv said she's keping tat cause its very beutiful drawing.....
huh??
i also dunno....
how yh is thinking now....
it's hard for me to predict....
...


i wil NOT hate her sometimes....
but when i realized her "yi ju yi dong" so over,...
i have no choice....
i wil do the same thing to her...
on the right time....


my character is like tat...
IF YOU HATE ME, I WIL HATE YOU TOO...
tat's very easy to understand.....
...
IF ONE DAY SHE COMES BACK TO ME ..... I WIL FORGIVE HER AND THANK GOD...
but i know she won't do tat ever!!..
SHE'S AN EGO PERSON...
same as my dad's attitude....
haih....
...


then ...
yesterday i saw she and wx in the stairs,.. then i saw wx kept laughing,..
so i play play slap her....
but i dunno whether its too pain???
am i so strong??..
well,..if it does,.. sorry wx...
then ziv told me "she" sipek angry...
blah blah blah...
i dun even care bout it...
coz its useless for her to do tat...
angry for wat??
i din slap her either!!
wx also my fren okay...
i have the rights to play with her and so on....
plzz...
very sien with this kinda life....
leave me alone.....
i'll just wait....
see when wil we good back....
if until when also din good bek,...it's not worth it at all...
BUT SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND BOUT TAT....
WHY??
IF WE CAN TALK NICELY AND SAY SORRY TO EACH OTHER OR.....
...
JUST SAY OUT EVERYTHING IN OUR HEART......
It wil be solved....
why.... why they dun understand de....
im sick of it.....
juz gonna keep on my life and appreciate the frenz around me now....
AND PLZ....
"YOU"...
dun always say i dun have frenz...
juz turn ur head and look at my class...
u'll know.....
....
hmmmm..............

Saturday, March 27, 2010

TIR3d...........

haih...quite tired these few days...
many things happened...

VOLLEYBAL...
this year no U15... so..many ppl dun have chance to go competition...
all also beh syok...
ah sir din select me coz he knew i stil have badminton supporting me...
but some ppl dun have..
onli have volley...
so bo huat..
tat's okay...but the prob wit giva . see tyan and swee ching them leh...
im speechless... dunno wat to say...
giva quite over to saying tyan like tat...
haih... tat's their prob...
dont care bout it..
coz stop goin training le...
after tournament ka continue..
concentrate my badminton first...
then nw leh... puan chin and ah sir wants giva back to training pula...
no one like it...
one is becoz of yan yan.. another one is giva...
this year eh volleyball team dun have teamwork at all...
dunoo wat's gonna happen next...
puan chin say either one of the four U15 player muz give place for giva...
they sure wnt give de...
im damn sure...


BADMINTON...
well... this year cant partner wit adelyn...
coz im playing in U18 nw...
then at last..i partner wit JIT SIN eh ANG JU MIN...
geng than me alot...
haha..
coach choose for me eh...
this april every monday and wed muz go jit sin train...
haih..at night gog...
so..total training days is mon,tue,wed and fri...
i think i wil die.....
Zzz...
hope all the best in the tournament in 27th of april at butterworth...
chia ming leh... this year not chosen to competition... coz lose in single to me...
so.....
her face turned black...
aiya...
not so care bout her eh lar..
no time pun...
duhh.....


FRENZ....
we tat day at class leh,.. bu zhi bu jue became a gang le...
our gang name is "Ma bai gang" ...
hahahahahahahah... wat a sweat name...
we used biology eh scientific names to create our own names...
look at fb got le...
then ....
quite happy....
but not as my last year's frenz........
haihhhhhhhhhhhh.....
mayb the time haven't reach....
dunno la..!
then tat day huo jing lian xi time, "she" thought im saying her.....Zzz..
well, for ur information...im telling sheila...
she's counting again and again...
so wan tell her is my pasal...
u onli misunderstood...
i cant do anything...
then... "she" closed her window hardly..
i damn angry when she did tat...
im trying to bertolak ansur....
stop the cold war...etc...
but???
she kept doin her kuan....
so wat can i do??
the onli thing i can do is do back for onli once,.. then i puas d..
and so i did...
then she say i copy cat...
lol! think she only have window beside her?? i also have okay...
im afraid i'll "si xin" to her....
then as angela,..
nw no feeling at all...
if tat happens to 'her'...
there's no turning back.....
but mayb have??
i dunno...
it's all fate...
tat's wat i can say...

PLEASE.... IM VERY VERY TIRED D......LET ME REST PLEASE...THANKS.... LOVE YOU ALL...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

continu3.....

wanna write more actually...
tat day in a rush...
so... nw write luh..
Zzz..
well.. i agree wit wen xin "the counsellor"..
haha..
she said tat msg is not a good way to solve a problem...
ya...
sometimes..we'll misunderstood wat sum1 meant...
same case over here...
i did't meant to quarrel with u guys or scolding bad words all the time...
pelyzzzzz...
i noe hw to control too..
the msg u guys sent to cc,.. then cc sent to ziv,.. then ziv sent to me...
i was damn shocked even wen xin also can talk like tat..
i dunno she's clear with our problem or not..
...
yh... u say i always scold bad words...
the msg tat u sent to cc... full of bad words... K**** G** la... prostitute lah...
do u noe the word "prostitute" is TOO MUCH????!!
i dun have tat idea to scold either...
jw.. always know how to scold eye damage onli...
..lol...
forget it...
nw...im really confused....
all the blames turned to me...
I DONT KNOW.... WAT SHOULD I DO....
i really love u guys...
but...
haih..
the new year msg tat i sent...
i wrote wat i felt...
i din write any bad words in tat msg...
no one explain to me...
and...
the explanation is unbelievable for me...
mayb u guys wil think, " so wat? its ur prob to not believing"..
...
i til nw also dun understand ...
is there anything to be angry of tat msg??
dun tell me i should onli shut my mouth and see whatever u guys doin??..
sorry..
i can't do tat...
try another person mayb...
and then...
day by day... msg by msg...
when i knew tat u guys scolding and wanna talk, i told ziv tat:let's come face to face"..
wat i meant is,. talk nicely and try to find a solution...
but...
when i went up to my class,.. wat i saw??
its like world war 3 gonna begin......
besides...u all prepared a A4 sized paper to shoot me????
hahahahahahahahahaha... don't u think is childish??
then why should i be polite?
u rude, i rude too..!!
u respect me, i respect u too..
u trust me,..i trust u too...
tat's wat my character all about...
...
...
mayb wat i wrote,.. won't satisfy u guys... aiya..always de lah....
really sorry? if i talked TOO rude?...
hmmm...
let's c wat GOD wants me to do next.....

Friday, March 19, 2010

- speechless... -

...
I also dunno wanna say wat ad...
i really can't figure out where does all these problem starts from...
u say past is past....
ya...just forget it...
last year... its all sweet memories..this year???..
....
YH,.. thanks for your explanation...i understand now...
mayb it's my fault??.. i dunno...mayb both of us??..
...
last year when I first saw u... i don't really like u...
but.. when i first saw cc..i hope i can be a very good fren with her...
and so...day by day... be became...
since then...i start to know u....
i felt like u do everything very cool... i loved tat way...
but honestly,.. i don't really like jw,..
i know she too...
the problem bout the chain,..and the gift exchange.. i din take it so seriously...
i juz close my one eye....
and then...
on STAR WALK day.. at night,.. we quarrelled... juz becoz of SEAN...
u know... it's very common ... we always use to shoot lai shoot ki...
i thought it wil be alright...
but on the PMR result day,.. u din bother me...
fine ..fine.. fine..

forget it...
all these is a MISUNDERSTANDING..
mayb we should talk nicely to each other one day..
i think it shoul be okay....
hope so....